Being a Christian woman is not always easy. Sometimes we face struggles that we do not want to talk about. One struggle some women face is lust. Lust can be thoughts, feelings, or desires that pull us away from God’s plan. It can make us feel guilty, ashamed, or alone. But the good news is that God loves us, forgives us, and helps us overcome every temptation.

God understands our weaknesses. He knows that we are not perfect. That is why He gives us His grace and mercy every day. When we make mistakes, we can come to Him in prayer and ask for forgiveness. God does not turn away from us. Instead, He welcomes us with open arms and helps us start again.

For many Christian women, lust can also be connected to waiting on God’s timing. You may desire marriage, companionship, or a loving relationship. Waiting can feel difficult when everyone around you seems to be moving ahead. You may wonder why God has not answered your prayers yet. During those moments, it is important to remember that God’s timing is always perfect.

God wants the best for His daughters. He is preparing you for the future He has planned. While you wait, God is working on your heart, building your faith, and teaching you to trust Him more. The waiting season is not wasted. It is a time to grow closer to God and learn to depend on Him.

When temptation comes, turn to God instead of giving in. Read your Bible, pray, and fill your mind with things that honor Him. Ask God to help you stay pure and strong. Remember that you do not fight your battles alone. The Holy Spirit is with you and will help you every step of the way.

If you are struggling today, do not lose hope. God sees your heart. He knows your desires, your tears, and your prayers. Keep trusting Him. His love is greater than any temptation, and His timing is better than anything we could plan ourselves. Stay faithful, stay prayerful, and remember that God is writing your story according to His perfect will.

Scripture:

“Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.” Psalm 37:4 (NIV)

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I need to get out of my head

Thoughts running through

I feel like I’m turning blue 

Emotionally, mentally and physically draining 

I got to refrained for not feeling worthy or unwanted 

Wishing it was more to it 

Touched but not forgotten 

Loved  but don’t want to be broken 

Held but not made a fool 

This is all so new

Here I go turning blue again 

I feel so unwanted,

Am I not good enough 

I feel like I’m missing out but wanted to live  right 

Why do I feel this way 

I believe in purpose over pleasure but, Why is it vice versa

What am I honestly doing wrong 

I don’t want to be just a fling

But right about now, it seem as if I would have less concern and probably fulfillment but regrets

Why are simple choices are missed used for mistakes 

Why does it feel like I’m the only person dealing with this 

Why is it even Important 

What is my purpose

I believe in you

Why do I feel so less

When you say I’m royalty 

I’m just going through the motion 

The rotation on what it could be,

Why is such nature unpleasing 

-Barbara Gedeon 

Can I just start off saying God has just been really good to me, Even on my worst and horrible day, God is awesome. Every now and then we forget to just say thank you, God, for waking me up. Thank you, God for covering me in school, work even at the mall. I just had to bring it to your remembrance that God is still God even when everything in life seems to be falling apart. We should say thank you God even when everything in life is going great. Ok now, let get into this short blog. I like to get straight to the point! My grandmother recently passed away in the month of August, and my grandmother lived in Canada. My father used to take us to Canada to spend time at my grandmother house. During that time, my grandmother explains to us that my father had another son before he met my mother. My father did already confess that to my other sibling when my mother found out from her snooping around. However, my grandmother didn’t know that. I wouldn’t say my grandmother was trying to start drama, but listen, God bless her soul. However, I began to ask my grandmother what was his name and she gave it to me. The truth was my long lost brother use to go to Canada with my dad and spend time at my grandmother house. My grandmother was still hurt about my father turning his back on his son. My brother had my father original last name, so I begin to search him up on the internet as soon as I got back home from Canada. The search for my brother began. We didn’t have Facebook at that time, I was searching him up on myspace. I began to search him up, I think I found someone that looks like my dad and it’s 1:00 am in the morning it’s really late so I just added someone that may be my long lost brother and I told myself I will send him a message in the morning. I remember this dream so vividly I had a dream that my long lost brother met or father and he just went crazy on or father. He just started to beat him up. This dream felt so real. As soon as I got up, I went on myspace and deleted my friend request and for some reason, my long lost brother never crossed my mind, and this was back in 2006 and now it’s 2017. I believe at that time it wasn’t Gods timing for us to connect with or brother. And if I would of move out of Gods timing I wouldn’t of know what to expect. It’s been 11 years, my dad is not perfect but I believe God is truly dealing with him. I am truly starting to see the works of God manifesting over his life.
For some reason, God brought my brother to my attention in 2017 and this time I had peace about it. And finding him was so easy I began to search him up on Facebook and he was basically the first picture I saw, it was that easy. When its Gods timing everything will fall into place you wouldn’t even have to fight for it for the reason that its meant for you. For some reason, both of my aunts were already mutual friends on Facebook with him (that’s another blog). So, I added my brother and he added me back me less than 15min. One of the questions I ask him was what was the name of your father (that was the winning question) and soon as he types out my father name I told him I was his sister and he has four other sisters. To be honest I was really, nervous. That night we got to face time each other (team iPhone) and it was amazing. What made it creepy was that he looks a lot like my father. What really brought peace and joy into my heart was when I ask him a question and that question was, Are you mad at our father? And his response was no, I have a son of my own now and that was the past. Thank you, Jesus!
I am very excited that I got the opportunity share this with you this life changing story. We are all waiting and expecting something from God. Whether it’s a spouse, finances, even a new job. God timing is so perfect. When it’s time to for Him to present you with that very thing that you are expecting it will just come unexpectedly, naturally and in, His timing. You wouldn’t even have to force it.
Stay encouraged!

Part 2 will be posted soon!!!!
Love,
M.A.E

Scripture on God Timing
Psalm 27:14
Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!
Isaiah 40:31
But they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
Luke 18:27
But he said, “What is impossible with men is possible with God.”

Welcome back to my blog, I am so happy you decided to click on this link. It’s been a month since my last blog was written. It was actually written on my birthday and it’s still available to read so please (check it out). Now, let’s get to the point! I can say this month and last month has been very challenging and to be honest if you know me very well, I like to hide my emotion when I’m going through a tough time. For the reason that, I would rather see someone else happy than to worry about my emotion. I would walk around with a mask on and on the inside, I would just feel horrible. As Christian we should not live a life like that, the bible specified in, 1 Peter 5:7 said” Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you”. God does not want you walking around this earth miserable, hurt and broken. Broken people can’t complete their purpose.

God really care for us and we are not walking this journey alone. I use to feel so alone like no one could understand me. It can really get hard sometimes. Can I be real for a moment, my dad recently got sick and is still sick and I was planning on moving to another state because I thought it was time for me to move on and start fresh. However, that wasn’t the will of God, so I stayed behind and it was getting really tough because I had no help to take care of my Dad it was like I was doing everything by myself. And yes it was getting a little too much for me to handle. I felt like I was alone, and I really dislike talking to people about my situation. But through it all, God was my strength He was getting me through each day. It’s this verse in Bible that stated in Psalm 73:26 ” My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever”. However, I remember telling someone I was moving but I didn’t really move, and they ask me what happen and I told them my situation with my dad being sick. And they said with your dad situation you’re doing the right thing (I was still mad) and that person said whatever you need just call me I will be there. And hearing them said that really encouraging me and it just did something to me, like God, I am not alone. `

I know God is with me, and sometime we just need a little reminder. No matter what your situation may look like, I want you to know God is here with you as well. It’s important as Christian that we should first come to God with our problem, not Facebook, Twitter, Instagram. I honestly like to write my problem down like a little journal to God. It’s important to ask God for direction on how can we approach and find someone to talk to about the situation that you’re going through. That’s why you have leadership at your church. It’s also  important to ask God to give you a spirit of discernment for the reason that, some people like to spread gossip around the church instead of praying for you. I have this one person that I can talk to and I can just cry on her shoulder and she would just let me cry without asking any question. Prayer is also very important. Without prayer and reading the bible I don’t know how I made it this far in life. The devil will try to attack us daily with your friends, people at work even with your own family member and it can really do some damage if you let it. Also if you can’t pray by yourself ask someone to help you pray, the bible stated in Matthew 18:20 “For where two or three gathers in my name, there am I with them”When everything seems like it’s falling apart,  I say turn to God first. God will never leave you alone when time are hard. God will comfort you  even when no one else knows that your going through. He’s the best thing I ever choose to believe and accept into my life.
Stay Encouraged!

Love,
M.A. E

Today is June 5th and I’m very excited for the reason that it’s my birthday and not only that but God saw purpose in me and made me live to see my 25th birthday. I know, I’m finally 25. Before the month of June, I wrote a letter to God about some of the prophecies and promises that I receive from the past year. And can I be honest, God has never failed on his promises it may not come as soon as we want it but He is an on time God. However, there just so much more that I am expecting. I’m not going to share what I wrote in that letter! However, theirs a scripture that is written in the book of Matthew chapter 6 and verse 33 it starts off saying” Seek the kingdom of God above all else and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.” Just because God answer one prayer, doesn’t mean you stop seeking him. No, No, it doesn’t work like that. Being a Christian is a lifestyle you have to continue to seek God daily in order for God to direct your path. This is how you overcome the danger and wilds of this world (Ephesians 6:12-13). I believe that the God we serve is so much bigger than that. As Christian, we should be able to go to the father with the desire of or heart. And haveing that unshakable faith, believing that God will show up on your behalf.
As Christian, we forgot that we have fast access to God through Christ. I remember when I was 18 years old and I really needed a job and I had no experience so I began to seek God. While I was sitting in church during praise and worship I heard God clearly and he said I’ll get you a job. That day my uncle called and told me he needed someone to work at his cab company as a dispatcher (Glory to God). The moral of this testimony is that if I didn’t seek God wholeheartedly, I wouldn’t have that fast access to Him. I hope you know that the God doesn’t stop at 18, God has a purpose and plan for us. “OPEN YOUR EYES HE’S SO MUCH BIGGER THAN THAT” Seeking God wholeheartedly will align you to receive the promises of God, not only that but it also opens doors. I am now 25, I have many needs, dreams and desire that I know will only manifest by seeking God. I know this is supposed to be a “Birthday Blog” and now I’m preaching (I can’t help it) truth is, if it wasn’t for God I wouldn’t be able to see 25 and I am forever grateful. It doesn’t stop at 25 for me I know God has a plan for my life and He also has a plan for you if you’re reading this. Be encourage read your bible have faith in God’s timing, I know that the God that we serve will also come through like my friend always say,

God’s Ram in the Bush, is always on time!!!

Love,

M.A.E

Usually when I write a blog I write to teach and encourage anyone that comes cross it. Deliverance is defined as a rescue from captivity or some sort of danger. The good news is another term for the Bible in the New Testament.1 Timothy 2:4 said that, who desires all people to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. You come into the knowledge of truth by praying and seeking God and reading the Bible. Deliverance cannot take place or the bondage and cannot be broken off if you don’t believe in the Word of God. The reason that you quote the Bible’s scripture, is to show declaration toward your stronghold. When you are speaking the scripture toward your stronghold you are going against any words that challenges the word of God. You’re making an official declaration, that no longer will align its self with things that compete against God. It’s like you’re canceling all agreements with the enemy and words that been spoken over your life. 2 Corinthians 4:13 reads, “Since we have the same spirit of faith according to what has been written, “I believed, and so I spoke,” we also believe, and so we also speak”. It is written in the Bible that you should speak against that circumstance and that you have to have steadfast faith that the bondage shall be removed.

“The Good News bring Deliverance”, as a believer of Christ you come to know Christ by the reading of His word. Hebrews 4:12 specified that,” For the word of God is alive and powerful, It is sharper than the sharpest two-edged sword, cutting between soul and spirit, between joint and marrow. It exposes our innermost thoughts and desires.” This scripture is remarkable for the reason that its clarifying to you the word that God has spoken. The good book is so strong that it can cut through any demonic spirits that is keeping you in captivity. The scripture in the Bible is a written declaration and you should make sure you memorize it. When you began to memorize the scripture that’s when you are able to speak them in a way that it will began to align your life with Christ. The Bible should be the first thing that you see and read in the morning and the last thing that should be on your mind at night.

love,

M.A.E